Abandoned...

Oh lord! thy created me
Man created my being
Thy gifted me with eyes...
Alas! man sniffed at me
To gift tiny droplets.
Not the tears of joy to double...
Tears of sad which never dwindled!
What a pity!

I live in this rage cage..
over my mystic cradle..
and quest for my identity ..
I ponder and wonder who& why?
No one could answer my who& why?
People muse&amuse at me...
they sympathize at me...
Ah,fails to empathize with me!

Often i breathe in hunger
Often favorers shed wonders...
I lead a fluky life...
For no fault of mine.
People drop & dribble
Hollow hopes&promises
But none holds and lifts me
With promise of love & laurel

A darling baby in thy heart...
An Orphan I'm in social eyes...
The Nameless Faceless "I"
Pine for an eternal pride
Sad and Bitter to hear....
An insipid truth for sure!

Pricking Rose

Lotus&lilly floated in my garden,
jasmine crept&sprawled
all over with fragrance.
And Rose Bloomed.

I watered the lotus,lilly&jasmine...
Nurtured and treasured the Rose...
Oh,i failed to sense the thorns.
I thanked the fortune for its beauty..
Never i thanked the lilly,lotus
and jasmine for their duty...

Lustrous rose petals...
Draped my eyes....
Creepers began fading..
Ah,i never knew.
No more jasmine sprawls..
Lotus&Lilly went under...

Muffled rose stood ..
i moved to reach
Ah,the silent thorns
pierced like a needle..
through my soul....

Rose dwells in shadow...
My garden remains barren..
Wish i could cut the plant...
for the piercing wounds...
But the slur & fragrance
shall remain forever....

Window In Eternity.........

Unruffled window stood in eternity...
Songs of sparkling stars,glittering sun
Moon beam were heard from the window...
It coughed drooping leaves&twilit...
It showed Blooming buds and fragrance...
Alas!I never woke up.

I clutched my hands to the grills...
Oftimes...briny drops kissed the grills..
I leaned..and counted stars....
I sensed the world...
Oh! i never sensed the window...

Pall camouflaged ...
I dribbled through the pane...
ofttimes i shut & battered...
Yet It embraced my heartless thoughts..

I 'grew' and agnised...
Evermore undiminishing light remains
AS Beacon forever in my life...

Indeed,Dad is the window of my life...
the roots of my thoughts&seed of my wisdom..

Dad-My guide to the world around!

Deathless Love....

Your birth takes the
lives of living souls…
Leaving their beloved ones alone…
Nowhither the balm..
To cure the malaise
Research flunk to suppress
The malign in you…
Labs,thesis fails in front of you…
Sarcoma!Slay with a vengeance
Alas!without any purpot
Masses beg,cry and die before you…
But not their souls!

You may snatch lives..
But fondled memories
Can’t be nobbled…
You clamp ache in bod
But can’t quell..
The immortal mind...

Decade back,on this day...
You pushed momma to grave...
But you couldn't push
my engraved love to death.

Deathless are the
Boundless love&Priceless flavour..
Which I shed in Daughter’s diary’
Eternal are the traces of mama’s memories
In the chest of my nest.

Womb where i grew is lost..
But,vibe of the string
plays the soulful&swayful
music of love....
You took her away from me..
But you can't wreck the
immortal tomb...
inscribed in my heart....

Scars&Stars

Briny Scars&Bright stars
Barking scars&sparkling stars..
Seizes and pleases….
Lives jam packed with…
Marred scars&the myriad stars.
Marred scars mends us..
Myriad stars wends….
Scars smashes tender heart..
Withal thatch lessons of life.
Yet I wish for stars in life…
I count and count..up above..
Thereby I wish to erase
countless scars of my sky
How wonderful it will be…
If we could spell scars into stars?

Another translation from my side(i can guess ST's reaction!)From the malayalam movie Daivathinte Vikruthikal(Meaning God's Pranks)
The poem  unveils  the muse of an Anglo-Indian who had to leave his home in Kerala to France.

Lifting me from the cryptic sleep of twilit
Thy Gifted me with a dazzling quill of life..
Bestowed a sky for my wings..
Granted a nest in the peak of thou soul.

From where do i inhale your fragrance
Besides the bud&gentle breeze?
Where else i feel a river
where thy fills self with flow of life..
without a drop of shower?
Where else can i see a sky
where you sprawl yourself
with petal of dreams?

When the nightingale wails....
While the light brook fades...
In kindness when a Stone
Turns into a ripen fruit,
When the time slides...
Still..my heart is bind with you
I grope for resort in you..

Can't detach...
Can't detach myself from your heart..
Even when heaven's gesture knocks me.
Deep Peak where i Burn&Blaze
Deep peak where i glaze
In thy soul is my nirvana
Uniting with you is the immortal truth

Just for Vinsss

Translation Of The Song Mere Naina Sawan Bhadon
Movie-Mehbooba
Singer-Kishore Kumar
Lyrics-Anand Bakshi

My brimmy eyes with briny drops
yet i flutter for love

Loony heart unwitty of destiny's dice.
Achy lyric sways in my lips..
drives me to a distant...
A rotten episode for me...
yet entity lingers in me..
I throb...

A rusty tale it is..
Withal I brush up you
Monsoon swing still tilts...
Seasons move back&forth
with a hollow solace.
Yet i'm thirsty for love.

Time leaped since we parted
I saw you and time...
Glittering in the sky...
Hope & despair gambles..
Still Cradle heart craves ....